Monday, November 9, 2009
blogged @7:15 PM
I am nothing now
and its been so long
since ive heard a sound
the sound of my only hope
this time i will be listening
sing us a song
and we'll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you
this heart, it beats
beats for only you
my heart is yours
The above lyrics was "my heart" by paramore. Such a sad song. I guess i am still living in denial where by i tot i have move on.
I am trying hard to move on, or maybe too hard till i have no idea whether have i really moved on or lying to myself. I still think
and i still miss the time we used to spend tgt. How silly i am. I tot i can move on easily just like how i did in the past after breaking
up with my exs, but this time round it is different as i've really opened up my heart to him tt's why it is hard for me to move on.
But i won't cry or shed any tears regarding this issue. =) On the other hand, i'm quite happy and satisfied with my last week,
week 5 daily grades.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
blogged @11:43 PM
Back from ice skating trip!!! Seriously it was damn fun despite the fact that i fell down three times. Tsk! The first time i fell was due to willie pushing me, and it was the most painful and have the most impact fall. All thanks to my good friend willie la. Nvm, neway he fell way lot of times than me. LOLOLOL. Managed to skate in the center of the ring, and it was damn cool can? Babe skating skills not bad siol..... (y) hoho! I wanna go back to ice skate again. Ice skating makes me feel better. =)
Thanks willie for cheering me up by ji siao-ing me. Whatever it is, still appreciates it.
Friday, November 6, 2009
blogged @10:07 PM
Claris and Danny doesn't exist anymore.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
blogged @11:17 AM
What can we say? Things that were said before and after break up are always the opposite. Tsk. Now i know. Used to say that i am stubborn, but in the good way of stubborn, rite now? Pfft! Guys, stop putting blame on us alright? Yes, we girls did make mistakes, however, look urself in the mirror before saying us. =) You like us for the way we are, why are u making such a big deal on what we have to change? Besides you aren't perfect urself Feel offended? Ya, maybe becos u are just like them who likes to put blame on us. It's my blog, feel offended, feel free to leave, no one ask u to stay and comment. Lastly, pls think and reflect.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
blogged @8:07 PM
I don noe what's up with me today. Serious, i think i am crazy. Friends are rite, i shouldn't let it affect me since it is none of my business. We went off in separate ways, why care about it? I am still trying my best. Aiya.. fuck la. Zzzzzzzz. ngviubiuwgbewrhfnwei
blogged @8:54 AM
Today i reached class damn early. Tsk, 8.30am. Don noe why, i just like to be early and don like to be late(eh eh eh, what u guys thinking? i am not kiasu hor!) Was on my way to sch just now, and was waiting for the traffic light to turn red so i can cross the road, there was this couple in front of me. At that time i was holding on to my hp as i am listening to music, then the guy in front swing his bag and knocked my hp off my hand. Lucky i caught it fast. However, my music player cant work after tt. T.T It is an omen, a bad sign..... i am going to fail my test for today. The nearly dropping of hp and music player can't work were the indication sign of failing my test. Shit it!
I think i am going crazy, what i have said above doesn't really make sense.... zzzz. I find that i am becoming more dull and boring. LOLOLOLOL. Gosh, i am insane. Nvm. =(
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
blogged @7:16 PM
LOL at pei shi's pm. -___- Joke of the day(inside joke) Damn funny! Neway this sat i am going ice skating with willie they all. Woots! At least i have something to keep me busy. OKies, today is just a short post nia, off to study for my ut!
